So Many Questions – Camille Breckenridge

How do I start writing this blog? Do the words come first and then I write them? Or is it the other way around? Haven’t I always cherished writing? Haven’t I always loved the whiteness of a blank page? Doesn’t the feel of the coolness of the paper produce goosebumps? Haven’t I always enjoyed the scratchy sound of a pencil on paper? When have I ever been at a loss for words? Am I running out of thoughts to even put down on paper? Do I have too many thoughts and feelings to share? Why does this all seem so difficult right now? Is it because I’ve made a promise to myself to complete this? Is it because my dear husband purchased a domain name and I don’t want to disappoint him? Is it because it seems more real to me than before? Is it because I don’t feel qualified to write about any topic? Who is going to care what I have to say about anything? Aside from the aforementioned dear husband, who will even read it? Am I wasting time when I should be doing other things? Haven’t I started blogs before and never followed through? Doesn’t that fact make me less credible this time? Am I not opening myself up to criticism? Do I dare write down some of the things I feel and think? Are my thoughts too personal? Is it all of this at once and yet something else entirely?

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